Millie & Joey @ Tom, Dick & Harry's

I was rather emotional on Monday.

I didn't really know how to react to the situation.

Tried asking a few friends out for dinner but most couldn't make it.

So in the end, my beloved cousin teman me instead.

We went to Tom, Dick & Harry's for dinner and drinks.

Rudy and Adam C from HitzFM were there too.

Omg that Rudy lost so much weight!! Lol.

Anyways, I felt a lil' better after spilling out my feelings.

Then we also talked about other stuff.

All in all, it was a great night out with her.

Thanks Millie!! =)

A few pictures of the night:

button mushroom & pork platter

breaded chicken chop

my funny cousin

Millicent !!

Me

the beer we had

deep fried mars & snickers bars with vanilla ice-cream

* the two bars there looked like something else hahaha *

That's all for now.

Gotta go catch some sleep soon.

CHEERS !! =)

You.. You.. You.. You.. You..

I Hate YES

I woke up pretty early today. 10am. It was kinda early for a sunday. Lol. Went to Jaya Palace for lunch brunch with family members to celebrate grandma's birthday. All of us were so ambitious we practically ordered almost everything from the dim sum menu. In the end, we ended up forcing each other to eat! Haha.

After that, I went MV with my bro. I was supposed to get one thing then head home to rest up after that tiring friday. (went hiking in the effing early morning, then a long friday night out!)  Instead, i ended up shopping AGAIN!! And its not a small amount! I basically spent my one whole month of salary in just 3 hours time!! OMFG!!

I'm outta control. Lol. I hate YES (Year End Sale)!! I'm so effing broke now!! Can CNY come early next year please??... Haha.

Anyways, christmas and new year are just around the corner. Merry Xmas & Happy New Year Everyone!!

CHEERS!!

Down

After 16 days of sleepless nights, I'm finally going down. Sorethroat and body ache are visiting me already. I didn't want this. But I couldn't help it. I just couldn't sleep well. Every single night i forced myself to sleep. But it didn't help much. I'm thinking of sleeping pills if this continues. My eye bags are bigger than my eyes now. I look like a zombie. Lol.

Nowadays whenever I'm not working or hanging out with friends, my mind and heart tend to fly to somewhere else. Either that or I'd drive endlessly to those familiar places. Reminiscing. There were so many things that we were supposed to do, so many plans that we have made.

Anyways, put those aside. Today is Jack's birthday!! *Happy Happy Birthday, Jack-S!!* Haha.. Hope you'll have a great one! =)

CHEERS!!

1st December

It's the 1st today...

It should be a happy day...

It should be a day to be celebrated...

And another 30 days to go...

Never Run Away, Solve It

Why do all these always happen to me before my birthday?!! Argh..

Anyways, met up with Tk the other day for dinner then drinks. It has been ages since we last met. It was nice seeing him again. We did some catching up and had really long and nice conversation. He has changed quite a lot I noticed. He’s more matured now.

We talked about almost everything. He told me about his problems with Mel. They are still having the same problem after 3 years together. And he is still solving it, he always believe that he will solve their problem once and for all sooner or later. Never once he gave up on this belief. 

And so I learnt a lifelong lesson from him. He told me that no matter what kind of problems I’m facing, I will have to solve them. Even if I failed the first time, I could always try again another time. Over and over again until the problems are solved. That I should never run away from problems. It is never easy, but one should never run away. Coz it makes you a better person when you are doing your best to solve the problems. Running away from difficulties only makes you weak. 

And if one is determined enough to change and work things out, one will be able to, no doubt. You'll just need to believe in yourself and have a little faith. And there's nothing wrong with having hopes. Coz people need hopes to live on sometimes. People need to hold on to something they believe in. So do I. And now I will have to keep holding on. 

Till then. CHEERS!! =) 

Don't wanna lose you now..
Baby, I know we can win this..

sometimes people write things that they can't say

Ya. It's true. In fact, i think it's very true. Sometimes when you have things that you can't say or can't bare to say or even hard to say, you write. You describe in words. Maybe it'd be easier this way. Nonetheless, there are things that you'll have to talk face-to-face. So, it all depends on the circumstances. You'll have to make the right choice at the right time. Though you cannot be right at all times, just give it a shot. Coz people make mistakes. And it is alright to be wrong sometimes. We are all human.

"If someone feels that they had never made a mistake in their life, it means they had never tried a new thing in their life." - Albert Einstein

Anyways, I said something today. Something I didn't mean it at all. And i regretted.

It was not because i purposely wanted to say don't need. It was because i'm scared. I'm scared of what's gonna happen tonight. I can't bare to know.


On another note, in fact a totally different and unrelated note.

If one day, I'm reacting extremely calm (and ya i do mean extremely), especially towards things that i normally do not react calm with, it means i'm not okay. It means disaster is on its way. It's just the matter of time.


Anyways, it just won't stop raining today.  *gloomy gloomy* 
So, please CHEER me UP !! I need Good News!!  =P

last night

Last night, i wished upon a star. For the first time in my life.

I really hope that we can throw this behind us.

*fingers crossed*

I Love You

-No Subject-

Even when you treat them as your best friends,
it doesn't mean that they treat you as one.

Maybe you're a lousy friend...

Maybe you're boring...

Or maybe you're just not the one...

Anyhow just freaking accept the fact!! 

rainy morning

When i woke up and looked out the window,

it was raining early in the morning today.

I had this sudden urge to go out in the rain.

And i did.

I sat down by the pool, over-looking the sky. 

It has been a while since i last sat down in the rain.

It clears my mind off.

It makes me to be able to miss him.

Just him. The only person in my mind now.

The rain calms me down.

And i know what i would really like to do today.

I just hope that it could happen.   *fingers crossed*

. scared .

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It's okay to be scared. Coz it means you have something to lose. You're afraid to lose someone or somethings you really care about in your life.


Apologizing does not mean that you are wrong and the other one is right. It simply means that you value the relationship much more than your ego.


I do cherish.

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grow up

People change.

Things change.

Things just happen without you even noticing.

Even if it's heart-breaking.

It's not a choice.

So maybe it's about time.

Time to really really grow up.

It doesn't matter if people don't care about your feelings.

That's life.

That's the reality.

Reality is cruel.

The New Love Has Finally Arrived

Thanks to my beloved Daddy !!

Now a new love has come into my family's life.

Haha....

He's not a new-born baby.

He's our Robot baby !!!

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Introducing......

The sizzling hot iRobot Roomba !!

He's here to help us (aka us the lazy fellas) to vacuum the house.

Especially when there's nobody at home.

It's kinda cute seeing him hitting the wall while vacuuming around the house.

Muahahahahaaaha.

He knows how to go back to his own lil' nest to rest when he's tired. 

Now everyone in my family is treating him like a baby.

Haha.

Anyways, really thanks alot to my Daddy!!

This lil' devil here cost him almost 3k.

Love u, Dad !!
 

~ CHEERS ~

feeling...

In case you haven't noticed, I'm trying very very hard.

But I don't know why each time you bring that up, I feel a lil' hurt.

I know you'd say that I don't trust you or I think too much, but that's how i feel - unimportant.

I don't wanna feel this way anymore. That's why I'm trying very hard to accept and change.

Just that....... sometimes I really wish I was them.

I really really hope that things will work out this time.

*fingers crossed*

weak week

I'm sick. So sick. Been sick the whole week. Damn.

It all started with just sorethroat. It got better for a day or two. Then followed by cough and flu.

Have not been sleeping well the whole week. My eye bags. Oh my eye bags. They look bigger than my eyes now. And the dark circles. Arghhh. Grrrrrr.

Feel so weak. It has been a while since I last felt this weak.

Anyways, this has got to end in these 2 days. Please!!

Sleepless Nights

Another sleepless night

And still staring at the ceiling

I can hear him fighting with her

For no good reason

Will this ever end?

Will this house be a home again?

If I had my way

I'd corner him and say

Put yourself in her position

All she needs is recognition

Love's not enough when you say it

Don't you know gotta mean it?

Screwing up the best thing ever

is something you'll regret forever

Take her and make sure she feels it

Let her know you'll never let her go

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Sometimes regrets go a long long way..

Come Home

Nobody

You always accuse me that I'm thinking too much...

But has it ever occurred to you why do I always have to think??

It's so right if you say "I thought......."

But it's not right if I say "I thought....."

And just when I thought everything was back on track..

You woke me up from my sweet dreams..

Maybe you were right...

Fairy tales are just bullshits..



feels like getting drunk and never wanna be sober to continue with this fucked up life anymore.......

for you

Breathe

I can see your face in my mind as I drive away

‘Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way

People are people and sometimes we change our minds

But it’s killing me to see you go after all this time

Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm

Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm

Music starts playin’ like the end of a sad movie

It’s the kinda ending you don’t really wanna see

‘Cause it’s tragedy and it’ll only bring you down

Now I don’t know what to be without you around

And we know it’s never simple, never easy

Never a clean break, no one here to save me

You’re the only thing I know like the back of my hand

*And I can’t breathe,

Without you, but I have to

Breathe

Without you, but I have to*

Never wanted this, never want to see you hurt

Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve

People are people and sometimes it doesn’t work out

Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out

repeat*

It’s two a.m., feelin’ like I just lost a friend

Hope you know it’s not easy, easy for me

It’s two a.m., feelin’ like I just lost a friend

Hope you know this ain’t easy, easy for me

And we know it’s never simple, never easy

Never a clean break, no one here to save me, oh

I can’t breathe

Without you, but I have to

Breathe

Without you, but I have to

Breathe

Without you, but I have to

I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry

I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry

03102009

从此。。。

不会再跟以往一样了。。。

再做什么。。

都没用了。。

接受现实吧 ！！

My New Love

I have a new love now.

Thanks to Christine!!

I'm loving it!! =)

CHEERS!! ^.^

The Saturday

Kelvin and I got home around 4am in the morning. We were basically worn out. And the best part was i only got to sleep for an hour or so thanks to my beloved bf!! I had to take care of a big baby the whole night. U know what u did la Kelvin Kok. Lol.

Then we were so exhausted we slept until 4pm in the evening!! Haha. We had our first meal at 4.30pm. We decided to have something light since it was just another few more hours to dinner time. We went to Departure Lounge @ Solaris for the sandwiches. Its quite a nice place to hang out. Nice food and nice settings. We even played chess. Haha.

we love the ambiance there

his coffee & my hot chocolate with mashmallows *winks*

cuban toastini

meatballs parmigiana

thinking my next move

CHEERS!! ^.^

It doesn't need to be.....

Everthing I'm Not

Maybe

Maybe...

there is something missing.

Maybe...

things happened in between.

Maybe...

things changed.

Maybe...

we just hate to admit the truth.

Taylor Swift - Breathe ft Colbie Caillat

Out-dated Post

Kelvin and I took a trip to Ipoh last month. It was supposed to be a makan trip. We've listed down all the places that we wanted to go try. But too bad in the end we only got to try a few coz we were just simply too full. Lol. Never mind, there's always next time. Haha.

Pictures Pictures:

the journey

the first thing that got him excited once we reached ipoh town

was a lil' late capturing this pic. most of the food were gone. lol.

happy man

i love the porridge there

yum yum

the crowd

so grand

Foh San Dim Sum Restaurant

while waiting for the boss to shit

the little tiny tree up the hill

some temple

huge ass pimple. too bad i don't know photoshop. damn.

take 2

Classic !! =p

a kopitiam in ipoh oldtown

the specialty drink there

we ordered ipoh hor fun and also chee cheong fun

it was jam. that was why he had this look. lol.

the little helper - GPS

molest !! lol.

tea-time. coffee and toast.

i like the toast there. nice.

starting our journey back home

End of Journey. Lol.

We'll be back!!

CHEERS !!