feeling...

In case you haven't noticed, I'm trying very very hard.

But I don't know why each time you bring that up, I feel a lil' hurt.

I know you'd say that I don't trust you or I think too much, but that's how i feel - unimportant.

I don't wanna feel this way anymore. That's why I'm trying very hard to accept and change.

Just that....... sometimes I really wish I was them.

I really really hope that things will work out this time.

*fingers crossed*