because...

sorry coussie!

because i saw someone there,

u didnt get to eat the bak kut teh.

because of me,

we ought to change place for dinner.

but i really really didnt expect that at all.
i was shocked too. 

im sorry!

because i didnt really hope to see it,

coz i dont know how would i react in front of them.

its not that im not happy for them.

im really happy for him.

at least i know now that hes a happy man.

i guess its just my problem.

im not good at this.

i wonder when will i stop caring so much.

when people dont give a damn about it.

and when the fact that i have lost all the faith months ago.
i dont understand why do i still care.

i suck!!

wake up joey goh!!
*slap*