rainy morning

When i woke up and looked out the window,

it was raining early in the morning today.

I had this sudden urge to go out in the rain.

And i did.

I sat down by the pool, over-looking the sky. 

It has been a while since i last sat down in the rain.

It clears my mind off.

It makes me to be able to miss him.

Just him. The only person in my mind now.

The rain calms me down.

And i know what i would really like to do today.

I just hope that it could happen.   *fingers crossed*

. scared .

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It's okay to be scared. Coz it means you have something to lose. You're afraid to lose someone or somethings you really care about in your life.


Apologizing does not mean that you are wrong and the other one is right. It simply means that you value the relationship much more than your ego.


I do cherish.

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grow up

People change.

Things change.

Things just happen without you even noticing.

Even if it's heart-breaking.

It's not a choice.

So maybe it's about time.

Time to really really grow up.

It doesn't matter if people don't care about your feelings.

That's life.

That's the reality.

Reality is cruel.

The New Love Has Finally Arrived

Thanks to my beloved Daddy !!

Now a new love has come into my family's life.

Haha....

He's not a new-born baby.

He's our Robot baby !!!

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Introducing......

The sizzling hot iRobot Roomba !!

He's here to help us (aka us the lazy fellas) to vacuum the house.

Especially when there's nobody at home.

It's kinda cute seeing him hitting the wall while vacuuming around the house.

Muahahahahaaaha.

He knows how to go back to his own lil' nest to rest when he's tired. 

Now everyone in my family is treating him like a baby.

Haha.

Anyways, really thanks alot to my Daddy!!

This lil' devil here cost him almost 3k.

Love u, Dad !!
 

~ CHEERS ~

feeling...

In case you haven't noticed, I'm trying very very hard.

But I don't know why each time you bring that up, I feel a lil' hurt.

I know you'd say that I don't trust you or I think too much, but that's how i feel - unimportant.

I don't wanna feel this way anymore. That's why I'm trying very hard to accept and change.

Just that....... sometimes I really wish I was them.

I really really hope that things will work out this time.

*fingers crossed*

weak week

I'm sick. So sick. Been sick the whole week. Damn.

It all started with just sorethroat. It got better for a day or two. Then followed by cough and flu.

Have not been sleeping well the whole week. My eye bags. Oh my eye bags. They look bigger than my eyes now. And the dark circles. Arghhh. Grrrrrr.

Feel so weak. It has been a while since I last felt this weak.

Anyways, this has got to end in these 2 days. Please!!

Sleepless Nights

Another sleepless night

And still staring at the ceiling

I can hear him fighting with her

For no good reason

Will this ever end?

Will this house be a home again?

If I had my way

I'd corner him and say

Put yourself in her position

All she needs is recognition

Love's not enough when you say it

Don't you know gotta mean it?

Screwing up the best thing ever

is something you'll regret forever

Take her and make sure she feels it

Let her know you'll never let her go

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Sometimes regrets go a long long way..

Come Home

Nobody

You always accuse me that I'm thinking too much...

But has it ever occurred to you why do I always have to think??

It's so right if you say "I thought......."

But it's not right if I say "I thought....."

And just when I thought everything was back on track..

You woke me up from my sweet dreams..

Maybe you were right...

Fairy tales are just bullshits..



feels like getting drunk and never wanna be sober to continue with this fucked up life anymore.......

for you

Breathe

I can see your face in my mind as I drive away

‘Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way

People are people and sometimes we change our minds

But it’s killing me to see you go after all this time

Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm

Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm

Music starts playin’ like the end of a sad movie

It’s the kinda ending you don’t really wanna see

‘Cause it’s tragedy and it’ll only bring you down

Now I don’t know what to be without you around

And we know it’s never simple, never easy

Never a clean break, no one here to save me

You’re the only thing I know like the back of my hand

*And I can’t breathe,

Without you, but I have to

Breathe

Without you, but I have to*

Never wanted this, never want to see you hurt

Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve

People are people and sometimes it doesn’t work out

Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out

repeat*

It’s two a.m., feelin’ like I just lost a friend

Hope you know it’s not easy, easy for me

It’s two a.m., feelin’ like I just lost a friend

Hope you know this ain’t easy, easy for me

And we know it’s never simple, never easy

Never a clean break, no one here to save me, oh

I can’t breathe

Without you, but I have to

Breathe

Without you, but I have to

Breathe

Without you, but I have to

I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry

I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry

03102009

从此。。。

不会再跟以往一样了。。。

再做什么。。

都没用了。。

接受现实吧 ！！

My New Love

I have a new love now.

Thanks to Christine!!

I'm loving it!! =)

CHEERS!! ^.^