Sunday, January 31, 2010
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
when you ask me "why"
lately, he's been asking me -why-
but i couldn't really give him an answer
in fact, i can't tell him why
neither can i tell any of them
coz i don't wanna ruin the only friendship we have
or maybe what's left for us
but one thing i can tell him for sure
it is definitely not because he's there
maybe someday he'll know or find out the real reason behind
or maybe he never will
i don't know
all i know now is that i can't tell him -why-
at least not at this point of time
i can only keep it to myself
it's not gonna be easy
what i need to do now is to keep the feeling deep down inside
Monday, January 11, 2010
1st post in 2010
Twenty-ten is already here.
Time really flies i guess.
I've had ups and downs in 2009.
For instance,
one of the most blissful things has happened to me from the very beginning of 2009,
however it didn't go well no matter how hard i wanted it to be a happy ending.
Also, i wanna say sorry to my parents as i have let them down twice in 2009.
Yet they still love me as always.
I enjoyed my every single moment in 2009
But also regretted certain things that i've said and done.
If only i could turn back time and undo my mistakes...
Nonetheless, without these ups and downs,
I wouldn't have become the person that I am now.
So I wanna thank all my family and friends:
Thank you Daddy Mommy & Bros - for your undying love and support no matter how bad shaped i am.
Thank you All my Beloved Friends (you know who you are) - thanks for being there for me when i needed someone especially during my hard times. Thanks for all the supports. And hugs!!
Thank You (i don't know if you'd be reading this, but thanks!) - you brought me one of the happiest moments in my life which i will never forget. Coz memories are the only things that left for me now. I hope you don't mind me keeping those memories. (but i guess very soon i will no longer be allowed to reminisce given your new status.) Though i have given in my everything, i still think that they are worth it.
Anyways, once again,
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
Time really flies i guess.
I've had ups and downs in 2009.
For instance,
one of the most blissful things has happened to me from the very beginning of 2009,
however it didn't go well no matter how hard i wanted it to be a happy ending.
Also, i wanna say sorry to my parents as i have let them down twice in 2009.
Yet they still love me as always.
I enjoyed my every single moment in 2009
But also regretted certain things that i've said and done.
If only i could turn back time and undo my mistakes...
Nonetheless, without these ups and downs,
I wouldn't have become the person that I am now.
So I wanna thank all my family and friends:
Thank you Daddy Mommy & Bros - for your undying love and support no matter how bad shaped i am.
Thank you All my Beloved Friends (you know who you are) - thanks for being there for me when i needed someone especially during my hard times. Thanks for all the supports. And hugs!!
Thank You (i don't know if you'd be reading this, but thanks!) - you brought me one of the happiest moments in my life which i will never forget. Coz memories are the only things that left for me now. I hope you don't mind me keeping those memories. (but i guess very soon i will no longer be allowed to reminisce given your new status.) Though i have given in my everything, i still think that they are worth it.
Anyways, once again,
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
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