Never Run Away, Solve It

Why do all these always happen to me before my birthday?!! Argh..

Anyways, met up with Tk the other day for dinner then drinks. It has been ages since we last met. It was nice seeing him again. We did some catching up and had really long and nice conversation. He has changed quite a lot I noticed. He’s more matured now.

We talked about almost everything. He told me about his problems with Mel. They are still having the same problem after 3 years together. And he is still solving it, he always believe that he will solve their problem once and for all sooner or later. Never once he gave up on this belief. 

And so I learnt a lifelong lesson from him. He told me that no matter what kind of problems I’m facing, I will have to solve them. Even if I failed the first time, I could always try again another time. Over and over again until the problems are solved. That I should never run away from problems. It is never easy, but one should never run away. Coz it makes you a better person when you are doing your best to solve the problems. Running away from difficulties only makes you weak. 

And if one is determined enough to change and work things out, one will be able to, no doubt. You'll just need to believe in yourself and have a little faith. And there's nothing wrong with having hopes. Coz people need hopes to live on sometimes. People need to hold on to something they believe in. So do I. And now I will have to keep holding on. 

Till then. CHEERS!! =) 

Don't wanna lose you now..
Baby, I know we can win this..

sometimes people write things that they can't say

Ya. It's true. In fact, i think it's very true. Sometimes when you have things that you can't say or can't bare to say or even hard to say, you write. You describe in words. Maybe it'd be easier this way. Nonetheless, there are things that you'll have to talk face-to-face. So, it all depends on the circumstances. You'll have to make the right choice at the right time. Though you cannot be right at all times, just give it a shot. Coz people make mistakes. And it is alright to be wrong sometimes. We are all human.

"If someone feels that they had never made a mistake in their life, it means they had never tried a new thing in their life." - Albert Einstein

Anyways, I said something today. Something I didn't mean it at all. And i regretted.

It was not because i purposely wanted to say don't need. It was because i'm scared. I'm scared of what's gonna happen tonight. I can't bare to know.


On another note, in fact a totally different and unrelated note.

If one day, I'm reacting extremely calm (and ya i do mean extremely), especially towards things that i normally do not react calm with, it means i'm not okay. It means disaster is on its way. It's just the matter of time.


Anyways, it just won't stop raining today.  *gloomy gloomy* 
So, please CHEER me UP !! I need Good News!!  =P

last night

Last night, i wished upon a star. For the first time in my life.

I really hope that we can throw this behind us.

*fingers crossed*

I Love You

-No Subject-

Even when you treat them as your best friends,
it doesn't mean that they treat you as one.

Maybe you're a lousy friend...

Maybe you're boring...

Or maybe you're just not the one...

Anyhow just freaking accept the fact!!