i made the right choice

today, i reached jaya 33 at 5.52pm in the evening.

i was wondering if i should just head in and pay by hour, or i should wait outside until 6pm to pay flat rate at RM1.50.

in the end, i chose to wait outside the gym.

i went in at 6.02pm. haha!

then when i was about to head to shower and leave the gym,

i found out that i left my purse in school. damn!

so i went to my car to look for coins to pay for parking.

and guess what?!

i found exactly RM1.50 !!

and this is what i meant by making the right decision!

i made the right choice by waiting outside the gym till 6pm! haha!

thank god!

CHEERS~~ ;)

Happy Mother's Day

everyone went back to hometown for this mother's day..

it was a surprise.

to mommy and also to granny!

haha!

then we had a simple yet yummilicious dinner at a restaurant.

it was a great sat night with family as everyone is back.

every single one! ^.^

we headed to granny's place after dinner.

granny looked soooo happy seeing all her children & grandkids! :)

even aunty jennifer video-called back all the way from US.

she still looks the same.

i miss her and her son baby caleb so much!

we actually asked aunt jenn to call granny, daddy they all using her landline,

so that we could just look and talk to baby caleb thru the webcam. haha!

and oh boy, my baby caleb has grown up so much!

i dont know why am i still calling him baby when he's already like 12yo! haha!

he said he misses me all the times!

aawww so sweet of him. hehe!

too bad we didnt get to talk too long as aunt jenn needed to go to work.

then we had snacks, we watched Ip Man, we talked...

until granny finally yawned. haha! 

which it was about 1am already! 

ZZzzzzzzz......

sunday morning!

i got up at 9am omg!

i had to force myself to get up haha!

coz i want to make lasagna for mommy :) 

wished mommy HMD and showered her face with kisses! haha! 

*she pushed me away n asked me to brush my teeth 1st half way thru the kisses! haha!*

and so i procrastinated...

only started to prepare and cook at 11am!

well it was my first time making lasagna.

i was practically praying hard while preparing all the ingredients hoping that it wouldnt turn out so bad! haha!

and i did not do it the short-cut way.

i did not buy the instant sauce and all.

it was all homemade. teehee ^.^

*clap clap*

mommy tried to help but i shoo-ed her away. haha!

part of the ingredients.

there were also some other stuff like those fresh herbs n all..

my favourite part of all the ingredients!

cheeeeeeseeee babeh! haha! the more the merrier lol..

cooking in-process

didnt manage to use all.

so i kept it in bottles and put them in the fridge.

and i personally think that it was better than pregos! haha!

syiok sendiri! =P

baking in-process - covered with foil for 25 mins

then baked uncovered for another 25 mins

though it doesnt really look presentable.

but everyone said it was nice! *so happy* haha!

they said it was cheesy it was tasty! ^.^

they gave me 8.5 out of 10 points!

im more than satisfied and happy with that!

coz i rated myself 6. haha!

after lunch there was a cake-cutting ceremony. lol.

a fruit cake for the mothers.

and an ice-cream cake for my big brother.

his 31st birthday tomorrow!

so i bought an ice-cream cake from haagen dazs for him.

it was darn expensive!

but screw it! lol.

didnt get to take any picture of it.

coz it left only quarter of it when i figured i wanna take pic. haha!

as for mother's day pressie.

mommy got a whole set of expensive skincare from big bro.

a huge angpao from 2nd bro.

and a celine handbag from me.

and hugs and kisses from my youngest bro. haha!  

as for granny.

daddy and aunts and uncle bought her some sauna bed.

i tried on it. it was quite comfy actually.

anyways, time to head to bed soon.

again,

Happy Mother's Day to All Mothers out there k!

and i love you mommy! muackksss! =)

CHEERS~~

few more years down the road

i don't think i'll be able to handle late nights follow by early mornings anymore!!

haha!

got home around 5am this morning,

and meeting at 8.30am !!

call me champion coz i got up from my bed !!

oh yeah i did !!

and came up with fantastic presentation apparently !!

they loved the feedback n all..

teehee ^.^

but then again, like i said,

i don't think i can take this anymore few years down the road..

getting old soon.. sigh..

maybe thats y i should enjoy it now.

haha!

anyways, finger-licking-good dinner tonight!

can't wait can't wait!

i miss my family sooooo sooooo much!

CHEERS~~

-...........-

me and the four walls

its still not working!!
:(

last night...

i received a really really bad news last night. all the way from taiwan. i was practically trembling over phone when i was being told about the bad news. i didnt know how to react. it shocked me. well i guess it shocked everyone who knows her.

from this incident, it got me thinking..i guess people always say that those people who committed suicides for love or stress or just for hard times are stupid and they are all idiots..and they shouldnt have done that n all... but have we ever put ourselves in their shoes? well even if we have, we wouldnt really know how exactly they feel right. coz bad things are not happening to us. people always say - "i know how you feel". but do we really know? do we? we only know that they feel upset n all. but deep down, only that person himself/herself will know how he/she feels.

though i myself had been thru one of those hard times and had stupid thought before, i dont think im in a position to say that shes stupid. coz like i said, i wouldnt really know her true feelings. although we faced more or less the same situation, i still wouldnt say - i know how she feels. but now, i cant even get the chance to talk to her.

i guess people around her would have said that shes an idiot. but maybe for her, thats the best way to deal with her situation. or maybe she just didnt know or didnt wanna deal it in any other way but this. anyhow, i guess sometimes people just need to stop saying that this group of people are stupid n all. we dont get to judge. we dont get to judge them just because they tried to kill themselves outta love. coz maybe we wont know how much he/she loves that one person. love is really blind sometimes. and we cant say that its a very bad thing. coz at least it makes you realize how deep the love is.


on another note, i was crying last night after the call. and i didnt know how the hell my hp accidentally called him. something must have gone wrong with my phone. then he called back. i didnt answer the first time coz i didnt want him to know i was crying. i didnt expect at all that he'd call the second time. so i picked up. and he noticed something was wrong with my voice. but i said nothing. deep down, i wanted talk to him so bad when i answered the call. but once i think of my position, i said nothing. who am i to talk to him about my feelings. im not in that position. i used to have him to talk to and his shoulder to cry on. but this is not the situation anymore.